damn its been long, im sure no one really bothers reading this, but if you do , HEY! anyways
i guess i feel like blogging today because i think im experincing an emotion i never have before. I feel Forgotten. I guess i should have seen this coming i mean, i live across the world from everything, everyone, my home. It just really sucks because i try so hard to stay in touch with people. I wake up early on the weekends so i can talk to my chicago friends. Maybe that doesn't seem like such a big commitment but it is to me. I havent forgotten them at all! They are all still very much in my mind and heart. But lately it seems that they have forgotten me. Now im thinking about my other friends that have moved, and if i really stayed in touch with them, some yes some no. But its not like i've stopped thinking about them. When one of my friends moved to england, i stayed in contact with her for a while, just not lately since i moved here. I think it must depend on the person because i still reach out to all my friends now its up to them to reach out to me.
I really hate this because i dont to lose them, because to me they are my life friends i've known most of them since i was 5 , and i just moved to singapore. Honestly, people in Singapore are not friendly at all, they always have to trash talk somebody. I always look forward to my weekends when i can talk to my chi town friends because i know i'll have nice conversation and be happy again.
i just dont wanna be forgotten, thats all i guesss
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